Curse...

May you live for a thousand yrs,

And find no one to care,

All in a melancholy solitude,

And no one to share.

May you walk for a thousand miles,

And not a single drop to drink,

The only water to exist,

Would be behind your eyelids when they blink.

May you celebrate a thousand birthdays,

But not a single guest to attend,

with all the invite cards beside you,

and not a single place to send.

May you have a thousand million dollars,

And not a single luxury now spared,

You would miss the one who loved you,

About you, more than himself, he cared.

May you love for a thousand times,

But no one ready to accept,

Then you would realise,

In my loneliness, how I wept.

May you ask for a thousand deaths,

But death won't lend you ears,

And the only place to drown,

Would be your own, lonely tears...

Oh Dear!!!

I knew this would happen,

I knew you would leave,

But never in my dreams, I thought,

that the day was so near.

I knew of ur wretched intentions,

That you'd leave at the crossroads,

But didn't want to believe,

'Cos I held you so dear.

You blame me 'cos the winds,

I was not able to see,

You blame me 'cos the whispers,

I was not able to hear.

You blame me 'cos my love for you,

has given you sleepless nights,

but what abt the pain you gave me,

which I am not able to bear.

Nothing could scare me ever,

nothing could change my decisions,

But since you came in my life,

It's only you, whom I fear.

'Cos I knew my dear,

you wouldn't stay near,

And I had this fear,

My Heart, you would tear...

The wind of time had been bitter,

and the night of loneliness was long,

when you came in my life with a difference,

while I was singing my own mournful song.

Kya pata tha dard ki daastan dega,

kya pata tha ke woh humein bhula dega,

meri mohabbat ko sare baazar ruswa kar,

kya pata tha is Ishq ki ye saza dega...